Sunday, August 20, 2017

The soulful, blissful journey of Haj.


Remembering Hajj
Trip to Madina November 18th 2009

By
Abida Rahmani

When we arrived at Jeddah airport from Makkah , it was scheduled that we will leave for Madina shortly. Our organizers decided to take us there by air and not by bus.
At the airport we learned that the flight is delayed. It kept on delaying for the whole night. Some technical problem was the cause and there was a total chaos and mismanagement in the hajj terminal.
Leaving for Jeddah through bus from Makkah is another story. Due to some restrictions from Saudi government we had to join another group from USA. That was so chaotic and disgusting crossing over the heads of prostrating people in the areas around haram sharif for Asr , that I could not stepped forward and was left behind. Alhamdolillah they waited for me and we joined that group in the luxury coach.Talked to some of them, they had better arrangements than us .

All of us were sitting all around at the terminal. Saudi Airlines served us with dinner. I put my bag under the head and lied down on the path. In the morning luckily we got boarded on a 747 jumbo jet which accommodated almost all the stranded passengers. To get on the plan in the line a group from Senegal tried to push us back and a brawl erupted. I talked to them, some of them a bit sane and understood. "We are here just to please Allah ( swt) . Are we pleasing him this way"?actually it is a norm of pushing, intimidating and overpowering people. They very well know that they are physically strong and that is so sad and appalling.
Alhamdolillah Allah give me the chance to come to Madinah again. We were taken to Hotel Golden Mubarak. The same hotel where I stayed with Asim last time.
We were impatient to reach masjid- an-nabwi(saws). Arriving to Madina and spent time here is not a part of the hajj. That is just out of respect and love for the prophet (saws).
The sight of erected umbrellas around masjid is just amazing. They are spread out in lotus shaped flowers all around the outside of masjid at day time. In the evening they are wrapped up in the shape of a pillar with lights on the sides. Such a marvel of engineering and technology. Some of those broken were standing like aliens in a star war movie. Hope they get repaired soon.
Masjid-i- Nabwi is more strict and organized . May be that it is not that much crowded like Haram.
We were eager for salaam at Roza-e-Mubarak (SAWS). That is just restricted to parts of riadul jannah. ( It means the garden of paradise) . The prophet ( SAWS) said,"there is a garden of paradise between my house and masjid." This area is called Riadul Jannah.
When I performed my first hajj women were allowed in front of the grave of Prophet(SAW). But later on it got stopped.Now the timings for women to enter Riadul Jannah (which is close to the grave but not visible) are after Fajar, Dhuhur and Isha.
When we went after fajar , it was a kind of stampede inside. The crowd was uncontrollable. I raised my voice to handle them but no one listened. A lady shouted," write in the newspaper how Saudi government treat women."She may be right, if the women were allowed normally then the scene would be different than this one .Because this area is opened for a very short period of time and all this chaos and stampede is visible.A lady in our group told us that after isha the time is longer. Therefore next time we went after Isha and joined the Urdu speaking group. The mutawwa ladies gave us lecture about hajj , its rituals but the ladies were getting impatient ,all of a sudden they started running and did not listen to her. This time we had plenty of time to pray in Riadul Jannah which is decorated with green carpets.

Madinah is a bustling city with lots of shopping centers and it is generally said that the prices are reasonable here. In our spare time we did some shopping. There were vendors all around selling different stuff. After our prayers we spared some time for arranging food and do some shopping for the loved ones behind and some of our own things. We all had cell phones . Actually I bought for myself from there. Made in china has flooded the market.

We did laundry and filled up the whole bathroom with washed clothes. 
Anyway, we had a wonderful and memorable time alhamdolillah.
Our group went to Ziaraat by bus to masjid Quba,( the first masjid of Islam) Qiblatain( where the order to face Kabaa as Qibla was revealed to Prohet saws),Uhad and Khandaq area. I had been there few times earlier. This time our scholar was Abdul Hakim Green from UK ( a white convert) and he was very specific about what to do and what not to do according to sunnah of prophet saws. he informed us that it is not a requirement to offer nawafil at masjid qiblatain. We did it as a respect for masjid.
On our 5th day we were supposed to leave for Makaah by bus for Hajj. Every where one could see the buses full of departing Hajis. The wait for bus took us the whole day. Madina was getting empty. Our hotel allowed us to stay for another night. Our trip back to Makaah was uneventful .
We arrived at a good speed at Azizia. There we stayed in a building .Ladies on one side, gents on the other. It was quite far from haram. next day we hired a taxi for haram but on our return we were charged a lot. Taxis had a hay day. We spend the whole day at Haram sharif offered an Umra , did our salaahs . Makaah and surroundings were bustling with hajis.
On 8th of Zilhajj we were leaving for Mina to perform Hajj.
Performing  Hajj :

Nov 25th 8th Zilhajj


We arrived at Mina from Azizia (Makaah ) today. It was altogether  changed than the hajj that we performed in 1983. Lots of improvements have been done here.Tent is big enough to accommodate all three groups of us. Ladies in one tent and gents in the other one. We arrived here by bus after 12pm. The sky in Makaah was over cast since morning, a significant scene to watch.(After arrival in Makaah Namaz-i- istisqa was offered in Haram because of the drought situation).Therefore every one was waiting for rain. With Allah 's blessings There was a big thunderstorm and it rained heavily . Our tent was leaking a bit from corners. We turned our umbrellas upside down to prevent leakage and put the empty blankets plastic bags to save our beds. The streets of Mina got flooded in a while. It is a common concept that if it rained on hajis, their hajj is accepted. May it be like this Allah is the most merciful. It rained for at least 3-4 hours with light drizzle for the whole day.

To watch the tented city was an amazing, amusing sight. These tents are now especially designed of fireproof material and any type of cooking stove or fire hazards are banned in Mina now. The food arrives from caterers. The arrangement inside were fantastic and luxurious. Thick foam mattresses which could be folded in a couch seat, brand new blankets ,brand new pillows and sheets. Tent had a special air conditioning system and these tents are fireproof. The food was quite festive with lots of dishes of Arabic and Mediterranean cuisine. It seemed like we are attending a banquet .

Wondered if our organizers had provided us a part of this food during our earlier stay, when we ran after arranging our food and meals. In fact the arrangements in Mina were a lot better than my expectations. Over all the arrangements were lot more better than 26 years earlier. Mina had paved streets in the middle of tents. Bathrooms had shower facilities too over the commodes. Which some of the ladies resisted earlier but ultimately had the shower. There is no proper sewerage system, all the toilets are set up on an open drain, that is why one can smell a lot of stink . Every toilet had a water pipe or hose. However some of the toilets got messed up soon and the back up cleaning system was a total failure. There were clear signs for men  and Women  toilets with الرجال ,النساء signs ,but still the people did not follow.


A bazaar was set up on the side of the main road and lot of vendors were selling off nice stuff.

Our region of tents were assigned to Hajjis from North America, Europe, Australia and Turkey. In other words those were hajjis of the developed world. There was a microphone connection to our tent from men's tent and we could listen to all the announcements, tazkirs and prayed together.

For food mostly the ladies first was the motto. We were side by side. Soon we got befriended to our tent mates, some of whom we already knew .

The best motto from our sheikh was , Hajj = patience.


Nov 26th 9th Zilhajj Yaumi Arafaa


It is the day of Arafat the main pillar of Hajj ,we have to leave for Arafaat as soon as possible in the morning. It was 9 am that we proceeded through big buses for Arafaat, Saudi Government has restricted movement only by big buses and the roads are wide open. Therefore it was a good flow of traffic and did not notice any traffic jam. We took our lunch boxes along, which were more of snacks mostly white creamy sweat stuff. The carpets in the tents were a bit wet with yesterday's rains. Every where hajis could be seen reciting talbiyah Labaika Allahumma Labaik Labiaka la sharika laka labaik innal hamda wa naimata laka wal mulk la sharika lak ( O Allah I am present at your service and there is no one equal you, all the praise and glory is for you, you are the king and there is no one equal you) The media and surveillance helicopters were howling over head. We were given nice polao in lunch.

We prayed and prayed to Allah (swt) for our forgiveness and mercy .Forgiveness of our departed loved ones and my intention of doing this hajj for my beloved shaheed son. Begged for his mercy and blessings for my self, for the departed loved ones , for whole umma and especially for my kids, grand kids, brothers, sister and all those gracious people who did Ehsaan with me.Prayed while standing in the later part of the day. Most of us went out and prayed ,cried and begged to Allah(swt) for his mercy ,blessings ,forgiveness and for the strength of Umma . Here I could see a sea of Muslims all around. Men in white ahraams ,ladies in different colors. "O Allah we are so many in numbers but we do not have any weight any strength, any power. Give us strength give us supremacy, grant us with wisdom, great leadership and good judgment." Ameen


The pathetic part is that we all are God fearing, God loving people but extremely disorganized and undisciplined. By the end of the day the whole area was just littered up with garbage, water gushing from broken pipes in the toilets which were unbearable. O Allah give them strength ,unity and discipline.Although the conditions are a lot more better than 26 years back but still more improvement is required.

Muzdalifa

At 9pm we started for Muzdalifa and I was again back on my memory lane of the last hajj, when it took us almost 5 hours to reach there by 24 seater coaster van. It was so suffocating with running engines and traffic jam that I cried a lot like a small kid and Ahad (my Late husband)was comforting me.It was the toughest time in that hajj. This time we reached there mso quickly . The whole area was fully bright and well lit like day. Whole of the big ground covered with hajis, we were supposed to find our place in between. We had only our valuables and sleeping bags.


Following the sunnah of Prophet (SAWS) there was one azaan and two aqamaas for Maghrib and Isha prayers. Which were Qasr( shortened prayers).we spread out sleeping bags and tried to sleep which was extremely difficult. It was like if we were fixed in a match box, just neck to feet with each other. All the hajis were sleeping like this with so much humility on this hard ground just for the pleasure of Allah( SWT) to be successful; in the eternal life to fulfill the fifth pillar of Islam. Hajj is a tradition of Ibrahim(AS) followed by Mohammad (SAWS) and obligatory for those Muslims who can afford. Our muallim sheikh Abu Abdussalaam described Muzdalifa as a thousand star hotel, which is absolutely correct.I was trying to avoid the feet of the men sleeping to my head side.

I tried to sleep which was extremely difficult, the lady next to me was snoring a lot.Despite that slept for a couple of hours. At 2:15 am got up and went to toilet. It was absolutely busy with a very long line and almost took an hour . Offered tahjjud and then fajr. Did some tilawat (recitation of holy Quran) ,talbiya and started waiting for bus to be  back to Mina. Got the bus at 8:30 am and arrived back at Mina to our tent which was like coming back home. While leaving Muzdalifa the whole ground was littered with sleeping bags, mats , pillows and carpets. A lot of needy people were collecting those. We brought our ones back.

Nov27th 10th Zilhajj Eid day


After getting back , had a bath and changed, now we were out of Ihraam and most of the restrictions were gone. It was announced earlier that our sacrifices Qurbanis have been done. We greeted each other Eid- Mubarak. the ladies got busy in threading, nail cutting and make ups.Received calls from sons , family members and brothers Alhamdolillah. It rained again today. 

Then we started to leave for jamaraat for Rammi ( stoning the symbol pillars of Shaitan)I put on my joggers, it was a long walk but thoroughly enjoyable. The way to Jamarrat is specially designed ,what an amazing rout and complex!! Saudi Govt has spend a lot of money and expertise in designing this complex. We went through three big tunnels equipped with big blowers , lots of plastic bottles sucked up to it.

The flow of people was like a flooding sea on wide roads reciting Talbiyah and getting to encounter the symbols of shaitan. That Shaitan who came in the way of Ibrahim (AS) to stop him from sacrificing his son Ismail by the orders of Allah(swT). Ibrahim threw pebbles on Shaitan while proceeding on his way. His act was so much appreciated by almighty that he made it a ritual of Hajj till the day of judgment. I was over whelmed with this gigantic flow of hajis. They were of different colors, creeds and nationalities. Most of the groups were greatly organized and distinguished with their coats, hats ,ribbons .caps,shoes, trousers, skirts,scarfs etc.

Most of those were Malaysians ,Indonesians, Chinese, Turkish and from other countries.


During my last hajj we were not allowed to go for Rami because of the great rush and accidents . We were asked to give our stones or pebbles to our Mehrams. Therefore no one in ladies from our camp went. I was sick too down with flu and it was always on my mind because some of the scholars in Pakistan said that it is a compulsory act. When Ahad, Jamshed bhai and Nadeem got back from Rami there feet were badly hurt and chappals missing. This time we were wearing our regular shoes or joggers because the sheikh told us that women can wear any type of shoes and the men wore strong sandals too .The men were not out of Ihraam as yet because they had to shave.I was greatly excited this time and thanked Allah for granting me this opportunity again.

This was a huge complex, Jamarrat were erected as in the shape of wide pillars going through

many stories and all the precautions were taken to avoid accidents. It was a very smooth flow. Hajis coming in groups and moving towards other Jamra. The pebbles we collected from Muzdalifa in the size of a chick pea and we were supposed to throw seven on each jamrah saying bismillahi Allahu akbar. After completing this ritual we were on our way back and stopped under a bridge on the road. There men went for shaving their heads or haircut, we did a little bit with our scissors and each other's help.

Many hajis had spread out their mats, sitting and sipping tea. We accommodate ourselves with them, later on we offered maghrib prayers .Saw a few Pakistanis from Punjab looking for some lost relatives. We tried to help them out. On our way to Jamaraat we recited Talbiyah, now on our way back we have to recite Takbeer. All the intention for glorifying the greatness of Allah(swt). We did the same on 11th Zilhajj. Some of our people went on their own to do Tawafi- Ziarat which is like an Umra doing Tawaf and Sae in Haram. This is the end part of Hajj. For the rest of us the Sheikh assured us that we can do it later without any penalty. ThiCheck Spellings Tawaf is a must for a married couple, with out that they can not relate to each other physically.

Nov 29th 12th zilhaj

Today we again went for Rammi, this time our sheikh guided us all the way up on escalators. I've gone up and down long escalators in different amusement parks and buildings but this was a unique experience. Going all the way up to hit Shaitan(the pillars symbol of devil) we went through  four sets of high escalators. After hitting shaitan we went all around the roof to have a glimpse of Mina the tented city for Hajis. There were a series of tents up in the hills and those were VIP tents.

Nov30th 13th Zilhajj

Today we were leaving Mina and after Rammi were heading to Haram for tawafi ziarat and then to Azizia. We did our packing, rolled up our blankets, sheets and pillows and started waiting for bus. This was the last day for all hajis at Mina. We had to take a long way for bus. The streets were just littered with all kind of garbage, a lot of food stuff was thrown out too.

We did rammi and came back to bus which dropped us at the inside door of haram. It wasMaghrib time, offered prayers on stairs and then went for Tawaf . Some of it did upstairs on the top floor, then on the second floor . After doing Saee went in search of food to Burjul Bait where we were supposed to meet other companions and then to ride in bus. We ate at Hardie's an American franchise. It was nice burger and here it was Halaal. We had some tea and roamed in the area. An upscale mall and food court of course.

Around 12:30 am we sat on the bus and came back to Azizia.

Alhamdolillah our Hajj was over and in a couple of days we were leaving for Toronto.



عابدہ

Abida Rahmani




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Hajj 2009

Nov 25th 8th Zilhajj


We arrived at Mina from Azizia (Makaah ) today. It was altogether  changed than the hajj that we performed in 1983. Lots of improvements have been done here.Tent is big enough to accommodate all three groups of us. Ladies in one tent and gents in the other one. We arrived here by bus after 12pm. The sky in Makaah was over cast since morning, a significant scene to watch.(After arrival in Makaah Namaz-i- istisqa was offered in Haram because of drought situation).Therefore every one was waiting for rain. With Allah 's blessings There was a big thunderstorm and it rained heavily . Our tent was leaking a bit from corners. We turned our umbrellas upside down to prevent leakage and put the empty blankets plastic bags to save our beds. The streets of Mina got flooded in a while. It is a common concept that if it rained on hajis, their hajj is accepted. May it be like this Allah is the most merciful. It rained for at least 3-4 hours with light drizzle for the whole day.

To watch the tented city was an amazing, amusing sight. These tents are now especially designed of fireproof material and any type of cooking stove or fire hazards are banned in Mina now. The food arrives from caterers. The arrangement inside were fantastic and luxurious. Thick foam mattresses which could be folded in a couch seat, brand new blankets ,mbrand new pillows and sheets. Tent had a special air conditioning system and these tents are fireproof. The food was quite festive with lots of dishes of Arabic and Mediterranean cuisine.

Wondered if our organizers had provided us a part of this during our earlier stay, when we ran after arranging our food and meals. In fact the arrangements in Mina were a lot better than my expectations. Over all the arrangements were lot more better than 26 years earlier. Mina had paved streets in the middle of tents. Bathrooms had shower facilities too over the commodes. Which some of the ladies resisted earlier but ultimately had the shower. There is no proper sewerage system, all the toilets are set up on an open drain, that is why one can smell a lot of stink . Every toilet had a water pipe or hose. However some of the toilets got messed up soon and the back up cleaning system was a total failure. There were clear signs for men &Women  with الرجال النساء signs ,but still the people did not follow.


A bazaar was set up on the side of the main road and lot of vendors were selling off nice stuff.

Our region of tents were assigned to Hajjis from North America, Europe, Australia and Turkey. In other words those were hajjis of the developed world. There was a mic connection to our tent from men's tent and we could listen to all the announcements, tazkirs and prayed together.

For food mostly the ladies first was the motto. We were side by side. Soon we got befriended to our tent mates, some of whom we already knew .


Nov 26th 9th Zilhajj Yaumi Arafaa


It is the day of Arafat the main pillar of Hajj and we have to leave for Arafaat as soon as possible. It was 9 am that we proceeded through big buses for Arafaat, Saudi Government has restricted movement through big buses and the roads are wide open, Therefore it was a good flow of traffic and did not notice any traffic jam. We took our lunch boxes along, which more of snacks mostly white creamy sweat stuff. The carpets in the tents were a bit wet with yesterday rains. Every where hajis could be seen reciting talbiyah Labaika Allahumma Labaik Labiaka la sharika laka labaik innal hamda wa naimata laka wal mulk la sharika lak ( O Allah I am present at your service and there is no one equal you, all the praise and glory is for you, you are the king and there is no one equal you) The media and surveillance helicopters were howling over head. We were given nice polao in lunch.

We prayed and prayed to Allah (swt) for our forgiveness, forgiveness of our departed loved ones and my intention of doing this hajj for my beloved son. Begged for his mercy and blessings for my self, for the departed loved ones , for whole umma and especially for my kids, grand kids, brothers, sister & all the gracious people who did Ehsaan with me.Prayed while standing in the later day. Most of us went out and prayed ,cried and begged to Allah(swt) for his mercy ,blessings ,forgiveness and for the strength of Umma . Here I could see a sea of Muslims all around. Men in white ahraams ,ladies in different colors. "O Allah we are so many in numbers but we do not have any weight any strength, any power. Give us strength give us supremacy, grant us with wisdom and good judgment." Ameen


The pathetic part is that we all are God fearing, God loving people but extremely disorganized and undisciplined. By the end of the day the whole area was just littered up with garbage, water gushing from broken pipes in the toilets which were unbearable. O Allah give them strength ,unity and discipline.Although the conditions are a lot more better than 26 years back but still more improvement is required.

Muzdalifa

At 9pm we started for Muzdalifa and I was again back on my memory lane of the last hajj, when it took us almost 5 hours to reach there by 24 seater coaster. It was so suffocating with running engines and traffic jam that I cried a lot like a small kid and Ahad (my Late husband)was comforting me.It was the toughest time in that hajj. But now we reached so quickly . The whole area was fully bright and well lit like day. Whole of the big ground covered with hajis, we were supposed to find our place in between. We had only our valuables and sleeping bags.


Following the sunnah of Prophet (SAWS) there was one azaan and two aqamaaz for Maghrib and Isha prayers. Which were Qasr( shortened prayers).we spread out sleeping bags and tried to sleep which was extremely difficult. It was like if we were fixed in a match box, just neck to feet with each other. All the hajis were sleeping like this with so much humility on this hard ground just for the pleasure of Allah( SWT) to be successful; in the eternal life to fulfill the fifth pillar of Islam. Hajj is a tradition of Ibrahim(AS) followed by Mohammad (SAWS) and obligatory for those Muslims who can afford. Our muallim sheikh Abu Abdussalaam described Muzdalifa as a thousand star hotel, which is absolutely correct.I was trying to avoid the feet of the men sleeping to my head side.

I tried to sleep which was extremely difficult, the lady next to me was snoring a lot.Despite that slept for a couple of hours. At 2:15 am got up and went to toilet. It was absolutely busy and a very long line,It almost took one hour .Did tahjjud and then fajr did some tilawat and talbiya and started waiting for bus to come back to Mina. Got the bus at 8:30 am and arrived back at Mina to our tent which was like coming back home. While leaving Muzdalifa the whole ground was littered with sleeping bags, mats , pillows and carpets. A lot of needy people were collecting those. We brought our ones back.

Nov27th 10th Zilhajj Eid day


After getting back , had a bath and changed, now we were out of Ihraam and most of the restrictions were gone. It was announced earlier that our sacrifices Qurbanis have been done. We greeted each other Eid- Mubarak. the ladies got busy in threading, nail cutting and make ups.Received calls from sons , family members and brothers Alhamdolillah. It rained again today. 

Then we started to leave for jamaraat for Rammi ( stoning the symbol pillars of Shaitan)I put on my joggers, it was a long walk but thoroughly enjoyable. The way to Jamarrat is specially designed ,what an amazing rout and complex!! Saudi Govt has spend a lot of money and expertise in designing this complex. We went through three big tunnels equipped with big blowers , lots of plastic bottles sucked up to it.

The flow of people was like a flooding sea on wide roads reciting Talbiyah and getting to encounter the symbols of shaitan. That Shaitan who came in the way of Ibrahim (AS) to stop him from sacrificing his son Ismail by the orders of Allah(swT). Ibrahim threw pebbles on Shaitan while proceeding on his way. His act was so much appreciated by almighty that he made it a ritual of Hajj till the day of judgment. I was over whelmed with this gigantic flow of hajis. They were of different colors, creeds and nationalities. Most of the groups were greatly organized and distinguished with their coats, hats ,ribbons .caps,shoes, trousers, skirts,scarfs etc.

Most of those were Malaysians ,Indonesians, Chinese, Turkish and from other countries.


During my last hajj we were not allowed to go for Rami because of the great rush and accidents . We were asked to give our stones or pebbles to our Mehrams. Therefore no one in ladies from our camp went. I was sick too down with flue and it was always on my mind because some of the scholars in Pakistan said that it is a compulsory act. When Ahad, Jamshed bhai and Nadeem got back from Rami there feet were badly hurt and chappals missing. This time we were wearing our regular shoes or joggers because the sheikh told us that women can wear any type of shoes and the men wore strong sandals too .The men were not out of Ihraam as yet because they had to shave.I was greatly excited this time and thanked Allah for granting me this opportunity again.

This was a huge complex, Jamarrat were erected as in the shape of wide pillars going through

many stories and all the precautions were taken to avoid accidents. It was a very smooth flow. Hajis coming in groups and moving towards other Jamra. The pebbles we collected from Muzdalifa in the size of a chick pea and we were supposed to throw seven on each jamrah saying bismillahi Allahu akbar. After completing this ritual we were on our way back and stopped under a bridge on the road. There men went for shaving their heads or haircut, we did a little bit with our scissors and each other's help.

Many hajis had spread out their mats, sitting and sipping tea. We accommodate ourselves with them, later on we offered maghrib prayers .Saw a few Pakistanis from Punjab looking for some lost relatives. We tried to help them out. On our way to Jamaraat we recited Talbiyah, now on our way back we have to recite Takbeer. All the intention for glorifying the greatness of Allah(swt). We did the same on 11th Zilhajj. Some of our people went on their own to do Tawafi- Ziarat which is like an Umra doing Tawaf and Sae in Haram. This is the end part of Hajj. For the rest of us the Sheikh assured us that we can do it later without any penalty. ThiCheck Spellings Tawaf is a must for a married couple, with out that they can not relate to each other physically.

Nov 29th 12th zilhaj

Today we again went for Rammi, this time our sheikh guided us all the way up on escalators. I've gone up and down long escalators in different amusement parks and buildings but this was a unique experience. Going all the way up to hit Shaitan. we went through 4 sets of high escalators. After hitting shaitan we went all around the roof to have a glimpse of Mina the tented city for Hajis. There were a series of tents up in the hills and those were VIP tents.

Nov30th 13th Zilhajj

Today we were leaving Mina and after Rammi were heading to Haram for tawafi ziarat and then to Azizia. We did our packing, rolled up our blankets, sheets and pillows and started waiting for bus. This was the last day for all hajis at Mina. We had to take a long way for bus. The streets were just littered with all kind of garbage, a lot of food stuff was thrown out too.

We did rammi and came back to bus which dropped us at the inside door of haram. It wasMaghrib time, offered prayers on stairs and then went for Tawaf . Some of it did upstairs on the top floor, then on the second floor . After doing Saee went in search of food to Burjul Bait where we were supposed to meet other companions and then ride in bus.

Zubair wanted to eat in Hardies an American franchise. It was nice burger and because it was Halaal. We had some tea and roamed in the area. An upscale mall and food court of course.

Around 12:30 am we sat on the bus and came back to Azizia.

Alhamdolillah our Hajj was over and in a couple of days we were leaving for Toronto.



عابدہ

Abida Rahmani




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Hajj 2009

Nov 25th 8th Zilhajj


We arrived at Mina from Azizia (Makaah ) today. It was altogether  changed than the hajj that we performed in 1983. Lots of improvements have been done here.Tent is big enough to accommodate all three groups of us. Ladies in one tent and gents in the other one. We arrived here by bus after 12pm. The sky in Makaah was over cast since morning, a significant scene to watch.(After arrival in Makaah Namaz-i- istisqa was offered in Haram because of drought situation).Therefore every one was waiting for rain. With Allah 's blessings There was a big thunderstorm and it rained heavily . Our tent was leaking a bit from corners. We turned our umbrellas upside down to prevent leakage and put the empty blankets plastic bags to save our beds. The streets of Mina got flooded in a while. It is a common concept that if it rained on hajis, their hajj is accepted. May it be like this Allah is the most merciful. It rained for at least 3-4 hours with light drizzle for the whole day.

To watch the tented city was an amazing, amusing sight. These tents are now especially designed of fireproof material and any type of cooking stove or fire hazards are banned in Mina now. The food arrives from caterers. The arrangement inside were fantastic and luxurious. Thick foam mattresses which could be folded in a couch seat, brand new blankets ,mbrand new pillows and sheets. Tent had a special air conditioning system and these tents are fireproof. The food was quite festive with lots of dishes of Arabic and Mediterranean cuisine.

Wondered if our organizers had provided us a part of this during our earlier stay, when we ran after arranging our food and meals. In fact the arrangements in Mina were a lot better than my expectations. Over all the arrangements were lot more better than 26 years earlier. Mina had paved streets in the middle of tents. Bathrooms had shower facilities too over the commodes. Which some of the ladies resisted earlier but ultimately had the shower. There is no proper sewerage system, all the toilets are set up on an open drain, that is why one can smell a lot of stink . Every toilet had a water pipe or hose. However some of the toilets got messed up soon and the back up cleaning system was a total failure. There were clear signs for men &Women  with الرجال النساء signs ,but still the people did not follow.


A bazaar was set up on the side of the main road and lot of vendors were selling off nice stuff.

Our region of tents were assigned to Hajjis from North America, Europe, Australia and Turkey. In other words those were hajjis of the developed world. There was a mic connection to our tent from men's tent and we could listen to all the announcements, tazkirs and prayed together.

For food mostly the ladies first was the motto. We were side by side. Soon we got befriended to our tent mates, some of whom we already knew .


Nov 26th 9th Zilhajj Yaumi Arafaa


It is the day of Arafat the main pillar of Hajj and we have to leave for Arafaat as soon as possible. It was 9 am that we proceeded through big buses for Arafaat, Saudi Government has restricted movement through big buses and the roads are wide open, Therefore it was a good flow of traffic and did not notice any traffic jam. We took our lunch boxes along, which more of snacks mostly white creamy sweat stuff. The carpets in the tents were a bit wet with yesterday rains. Every where hajis could be seen reciting talbiyah Labaika Allahumma Labaik Labiaka la sharika laka labaik innal hamda wa naimata laka wal mulk la sharika lak ( O Allah I am present at your service and there is no one equal you, all the praise and glory is for you, you are the king and there is no one equal you) The media and surveillance helicopters were howling over head. We were given nice polao in lunch.

We prayed and prayed to Allah (swt) for our forgiveness, forgiveness of our departed loved ones and my intention of doing this hajj for my beloved son. Begged for his mercy and blessings for my self, for the departed loved ones , for whole umma and especially for my kids, grand kids, brothers, sister & all the gracious people who did Ehsaan with me.Prayed while standing in the later day. Most of us went out and prayed ,cried and begged to Allah(swt) for his mercy ,blessings ,forgiveness and for the strength of Umma . Here I could see a sea of Muslims all around. Men in white ahraams ,ladies in different colors. "O Allah we are so many in numbers but we do not have any weight any strength, any power. Give us strength give us supremacy, grant us with wisdom and good judgment." Ameen


The pathetic part is that we all are God fearing, God loving people but extremely disorganized and undisciplined. By the end of the day the whole area was just littered up with garbage, water gushing from broken pipes in the toilets which were unbearable. O Allah give them strength ,unity and discipline.Although the conditions are a lot more better than 26 years back but still more improvement is required.

Muzdalifa

At 9pm we started for Muzdalifa and I was again back on my memory lane of the last hajj, when it took us almost 5 hours to reach there by 24 seater coaster. It was so suffocating with running engines and traffic jam that I cried a lot like a small kid and Ahad (my Late husband)was comforting me.It was the toughest time in that hajj. But now we reached so quickly . The whole area was fully bright and well lit like day. Whole of the big ground covered with hajis, we were supposed to find our place in between. We had only our valuables and sleeping bags.


Following the sunnah of Prophet (SAWS) there was one azaan and two aqamaaz for Maghrib and Isha prayers. Which were Qasr( shortened prayers).we spread out sleeping bags and tried to sleep which was extremely difficult. It was like if we were fixed in a match box, just neck to feet with each other. All the hajis were sleeping like this with so much humility on this hard ground just for the pleasure of Allah( SWT) to be successful; in the eternal life to fulfill the fifth pillar of Islam. Hajj is a tradition of Ibrahim(AS) followed by Mohammad (SAWS) and obligatory for those Muslims who can afford. Our muallim sheikh Abu Abdussalaam described Muzdalifa as a thousand star hotel, which is absolutely correct.I was trying to avoid the feet of the men sleeping to my head side.

I tried to sleep which was extremely difficult, the lady next to me was snoring a lot.Despite that slept for a couple of hours. At 2:15 am got up and went to toilet. It was absolutely busy and a very long line,It almost took one hour .Did tahjjud and then fajr did some tilawat and talbiya and started waiting for bus to come back to Mina. Got the bus at 8:30 am and arrived back at Mina to our tent which was like coming back home. While leaving Muzdalifa the whole ground was littered with sleeping bags, mats , pillows and carpets. A lot of needy people were collecting those. We brought our ones back.

Nov27th 10th Zilhajj Eid day


After getting back , had a bath and changed, now we were out of Ihraam and most of the restrictions were gone. It was announced earlier that our sacrifices Qurbanis have been done. We greeted each other Eid- Mubarak. the ladies got busy in threading, nail cutting and make ups.Received calls from sons , family members and brothers Alhamdolillah. It rained again today. 

Then we started to leave for jamaraat for Rammi ( stoning the symbol pillars of Shaitan)I put on my joggers, it was a long walk but thoroughly enjoyable. The way to Jamarrat is specially designed ,what an amazing rout and complex!! Saudi Govt has spend a lot of money and expertise in designing this complex. We went through three big tunnels equipped with big blowers , lots of plastic bottles sucked up to it.

The flow of people was like a flooding sea on wide roads reciting Talbiyah and getting to encounter the symbols of shaitan. That Shaitan who came in the way of Ibrahim (AS) to stop him from sacrificing his son Ismail by the orders of Allah(swT). Ibrahim threw pebbles on Shaitan while proceeding on his way. His act was so much appreciated by almighty that he made it a ritual of Hajj till the day of judgment. I was over whelmed with this gigantic flow of hajis. They were of different colors, creeds and nationalities. Most of the groups were greatly organized and distinguished with their coats, hats ,ribbons .caps,shoes, trousers, skirts,scarfs etc.

Most of those were Malaysians ,Indonesians, Chinese, Turkish and from other countries.


During my last hajj we were not allowed to go for Rami because of the great rush and accidents . We were asked to give our stones or pebbles to our Mehrams. Therefore no one in ladies from our camp went. I was sick too down with flue and it was always on my mind because some of the scholars in Pakistan said that it is a compulsory act. When Ahad, Jamshed bhai and Nadeem got back from Rami there feet were badly hurt and chappals missing. This time we were wearing our regular shoes or joggers because the sheikh told us that women can wear any type of shoes and the men wore strong sandals too .The men were not out of Ihraam as yet because they had to shave.I was greatly excited this time and thanked Allah for granting me this opportunity again.

This was a huge complex, Jamarrat were erected as in the shape of wide pillars going through

many stories and all the precautions were taken to avoid accidents. It was a very smooth flow. Hajis coming in groups and moving towards other Jamra. The pebbles we collected from Muzdalifa in the size of a chick pea and we were supposed to throw seven on each jamrah saying bismillahi Allahu akbar. After completing this ritual we were on our way back and stopped under a bridge on the road. There men went for shaving their heads or haircut, we did a little bit with our scissors and each other's help.

Many hajis had spread out their mats, sitting and sipping tea. We accommodate ourselves with them, later on we offered maghrib prayers .Saw a few Pakistanis from Punjab looking for some lost relatives. We tried to help them out. On our way to Jamaraat we recited Talbiyah, now on our way back we have to recite Takbeer. All the intention for glorifying the greatness of Allah(swt). We did the same on 11th Zilhajj. Some of our people went on their own to do Tawafi- Ziarat which is like an Umra doing Tawaf and Sae in Haram. This is the end part of Hajj. For the rest of us the Sheikh assured us that we can do it later without any penalty. ThiCheck Spellings Tawaf is a must for a married couple, with out that they can not relate to each other physically.

Nov 29th 12th zilhaj

Today we again went for Rammi, this time our sheikh guided us all the way up on escalators. I've gone up and down long escalators in different amusement parks and buildings but this was a unique experience. Going all the way up to hit Shaitan. we went through 4 sets of high escalators. After hitting shaitan we went all around the roof to have a glimpse of Mina the tented city for Hajis. There were a series of tents up in the hills and those were VIP tents.

Nov30th 13th Zilhajj

Today we were leaving Mina and after Rammi were heading to Haram for tawafi ziarat and then to Azizia. We did our packing, rolled up our blankets, sheets and pillows and started waiting for bus. This was the last day for all hajis at Mina. We had to take a long way for bus. The streets were just littered with all kind of garbage, a lot of food stuff was thrown out too.

We did rammi and came back to bus which dropped us at the inside door of haram. It wasMaghrib time, offered prayers on stairs and then went for Tawaf . Some of it did upstairs on the top floor, then on the second floor . After doing Saee went in search of food to Burjul Bait where we were supposed to meet other companions and then ride in bus.

Zubair wanted to eat in Hardies an American franchise. It was nice burger and because it was Halaal. We had some tea and roamed in the area. An upscale mall and food court of course.

Around 12:30 am we sat on the bus and came back to Azizia.

Alhamdolillah our Hajj was over and in a couple of days we were leaving for Toronto.



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Hajj 2009

Nov 25th 8th Zilhajj


We arrived at Mina from Azizia (Makaah ) today. It was altogether  changed than the hajj that we performed in 1983. Lots of improvements have been done here.Tent is big enough to accommodate all three groups of us. Ladies in one tent and gents in the other one. We arrived here by bus after 12pm. The sky in Makaah was over cast since morning, a significant scene to watch.(After arrival in Makaah Namaz-i- istisqa was offered in Haram because of drought situation).Therefore every one was waiting for rain. With Allah 's blessings There was a big thunderstorm and it rained heavily . Our tent was leaking a bit from corners. We turned our umbrellas upside down to prevent leakage and put the empty blankets plastic bags to save our beds. The streets of Mina got flooded in a while. It is a common concept that if it rained on hajis, their hajj is accepted. May it be like this Allah is the most merciful. It rained for at least 3-4 hours with light drizzle for the whole day.

To watch the tented city was an amazing, amusing sight. These tents are now especially designed of fireproof material and any type of cooking stove or fire hazards are banned in Mina now. The food arrives from caterers. The arrangement inside were fantastic and luxurious. Thick foam mattresses which could be folded in a couch seat, brand new blankets ,mbrand new pillows and sheets. Tent had a special air conditioning system and these tents are fireproof. The food was quite festive with lots of dishes of Arabic and Mediterranean cuisine.

Wondered if our organizers had provided us a part of this during our earlier stay, when we ran after arranging our food and meals. In fact the arrangements in Mina were a lot better than my expectations. Over all the arrangements were lot more better than 26 years earlier. Mina had paved streets in the middle of tents. Bathrooms had shower facilities too over the commodes. Which some of the ladies resisted earlier but ultimately had the shower. There is no proper sewerage system, all the toilets are set up on an open drain, that is why one can smell a lot of stink . Every toilet had a water pipe or hose. However some of the toilets got messed up soon and the back up cleaning system was a total failure. There were clear signs for men &Women  with الرجال النساء signs ,but still the people did not follow.


A bazaar was set up on the side of the main road and lot of vendors were selling off nice stuff.

Our region of tents were assigned to Hajjis from North America, Europe, Australia and Turkey. In other words those were hajjis of the developed world. There was a mic connection to our tent from men's tent and we could listen to all the announcements, tazkirs and prayed together.

For food mostly the ladies first was the motto. We were side by side. Soon we got befriended to our tent mates, some of whom we already knew .


Nov 26th 9th Zilhajj Yaumi Arafaa


It is the day of Arafat the main pillar of Hajj and we have to leave for Arafaat as soon as possible. It was 9 am that we proceeded through big buses for Arafaat, Saudi Government has restricted movement through big buses and the roads are wide open, Therefore it was a good flow of traffic and did not notice any traffic jam. We took our lunch boxes along, which more of snacks mostly white creamy sweat stuff. The carpets in the tents were a bit wet with yesterday rains. Every where hajis could be seen reciting talbiyah Labaika Allahumma Labaik Labiaka la sharika laka labaik innal hamda wa naimata laka wal mulk la sharika lak ( O Allah I am present at your service and there is no one equal you, all the praise and glory is for you, you are the king and there is no one equal you) The media and surveillance helicopters were howling over head. We were given nice polao in lunch.

We prayed and prayed to Allah (swt) for our forgiveness, forgiveness of our departed loved ones and my intention of doing this hajj for my beloved son. Begged for his mercy and blessings for my self, for the departed loved ones , for whole umma and especially for my kids, grand kids, brothers, sister & all the gracious people who did Ehsaan with me.Prayed while standing in the later day. Most of us went out and prayed ,cried and begged to Allah(swt) for his mercy ,blessings ,forgiveness and for the strength of Umma . Here I could see a sea of Muslims all around. Men in white ahraams ,ladies in different colors. "O Allah we are so many in numbers but we do not have any weight any strength, any power. Give us strength give us supremacy, grant us with wisdom and good judgment." Ameen


The pathetic part is that we all are God fearing, God loving people but extremely disorganized and undisciplined. By the end of the day the whole area was just littered up with garbage, water gushing from broken pipes in the toilets which were unbearable. O Allah give them strength ,unity and discipline.Although the conditions are a lot more better than 26 years back but still more improvement is required.

Muzdalifa

At 9pm we started for Muzdalifa and I was again back on my memory lane of the last hajj, when it took us almost 5 hours to reach there by 24 seater coaster. It was so suffocating with running engines and traffic jam that I cried a lot like a small kid and Ahad (my Late husband)was comforting me.It was the toughest time in that hajj. But now we reached so quickly . The whole area was fully bright and well lit like day. Whole of the big ground covered with hajis, we were supposed to find our place in between. We had only our valuables and sleeping bags.


Following the sunnah of Prophet (SAWS) there was one azaan and two aqamaaz for Maghrib and Isha prayers. Which were Qasr( shortened prayers).we spread out sleeping bags and tried to sleep which was extremely difficult. It was like if we were fixed in a match box, just neck to feet with each other. All the hajis were sleeping like this with so much humility on this hard ground just for the pleasure of Allah( SWT) to be successful; in the eternal life to fulfill the fifth pillar of Islam. Hajj is a tradition of Ibrahim(AS) followed by Mohammad (SAWS) and obligatory for those Muslims who can afford. Our muallim sheikh Abu Abdussalaam described Muzdalifa as a thousand star hotel, which is absolutely correct.I was trying to avoid the feet of the men sleeping to my head side.

I tried to sleep which was extremely difficult, the lady next to me was snoring a lot.Despite that slept for a couple of hours. At 2:15 am got up and went to toilet. It was absolutely busy and a very long line,It almost took one hour .Did tahjjud and then fajr did some tilawat and talbiya and started waiting for bus to come back to Mina. Got the bus at 8:30 am and arrived back at Mina to our tent which was like coming back home. While leaving Muzdalifa the whole ground was littered with sleeping bags, mats , pillows and carpets. A lot of needy people were collecting those. We brought our ones back.

Nov27th 10th Zilhajj Eid day


After getting back , had a bath and changed, now we were out of Ihraam and most of the restrictions were gone. It was announced earlier that our sacrifices Qurbanis have been done. We greeted each other Eid- Mubarak. the ladies got busy in threading, nail cutting and make ups.Received calls from sons , family members and brothers Alhamdolillah. It rained again today. 

Then we started to leave for jamaraat for Rammi ( stoning the symbol pillars of Shaitan)I put on my joggers, it was a long walk but thoroughly enjoyable. The way to Jamarrat is specially designed ,what an amazing rout and complex!! Saudi Govt has spend a lot of money and expertise in designing this complex. We went through three big tunnels equipped with big blowers , lots of plastic bottles sucked up to it.

The flow of people was like a flooding sea on wide roads reciting Talbiyah and getting to encounter the symbols of shaitan. That Shaitan who came in the way of Ibrahim (AS) to stop him from sacrificing his son Ismail by the orders of Allah(swT). Ibrahim threw pebbles on Shaitan while proceeding on his way. His act was so much appreciated by almighty that he made it a ritual of Hajj till the day of judgment. I was over whelmed with this gigantic flow of hajis. They were of different colors, creeds and nationalities. Most of the groups were greatly organized and distinguished with their coats, hats ,ribbons .caps,shoes, trousers, skirts,scarfs etc.

Most of those were Malaysians ,Indonesians, Chinese, Turkish and from other countries.


During my last hajj we were not allowed to go for Rami because of the great rush and accidents . We were asked to give our stones or pebbles to our Mehrams. Therefore no one in ladies from our camp went. I was sick too down with flue and it was always on my mind because some of the scholars in Pakistan said that it is a compulsory act. When Ahad, Jamshed bhai and Nadeem got back from Rami there feet were badly hurt and chappals missing. This time we were wearing our regular shoes or joggers because the sheikh told us that women can wear any type of shoes and the men wore strong sandals too .The men were not out of Ihraam as yet because they had to shave.I was greatly excited this time and thanked Allah for granting me this opportunity again.

This was a huge complex, Jamarrat were erected as in the shape of wide pillars going through

many stories and all the precautions were taken to avoid accidents. It was a very smooth flow. Hajis coming in groups and moving towards other Jamra. The pebbles we collected from Muzdalifa in the size of a chick pea and we were supposed to throw seven on each jamrah saying bismillahi Allahu akbar. After completing this ritual we were on our way back and stopped under a bridge on the road. There men went for shaving their heads or haircut, we did a little bit with our scissors and each other's help.

Many hajis had spread out their mats, sitting and sipping tea. We accommodate ourselves with them, later on we offered maghrib prayers .Saw a few Pakistanis from Punjab looking for some lost relatives. We tried to help them out. On our way to Jamaraat we recited Talbiyah, now on our way back we have to recite Takbeer. All the intention for glorifying the greatness of Allah(swt). We did the same on 11th Zilhajj. Some of our people went on their own to do Tawafi- Ziarat which is like an Umra doing Tawaf and Sae in Haram. This is the end part of Hajj. For the rest of us the Sheikh assured us that we can do it later without any penalty. ThiCheck Spellings Tawaf is a must for a married couple, with out that they can not relate to each other physically.

Nov 29th 12th zilhaj

Today we again went for Rammi, this time our sheikh guided us all the way up on escalators. I've gone up and down long escalators in different amusement parks and buildings but this was a unique experience. Going all the way up to hit Shaitan. we went through 4 sets of high escalators. After hitting shaitan we went all around the roof to have a glimpse of Mina the tented city for Hajis. There were a series of tents up in the hills and those were VIP tents.

Nov30th 13th Zilhajj

Today we were leaving Mina and after Rammi were heading to Haram for tawafi ziarat and then to Azizia. We did our packing, rolled up our blankets, sheets and pillows and started waiting for bus. This was the last day for all hajis at Mina. We had to take a long way for bus. The streets were just littered with all kind of garbage, a lot of food stuff was thrown out too.

We did rammi and came back to bus which dropped us at the inside door of haram. It wasMaghrib time, offered prayers on stairs and then went for Tawaf . Some of it did upstairs on the top floor, then on the second floor . After doing Saee went in search of food to Burjul Bait where we were supposed to meet other companions and then ride in bus.

Zubair wanted to eat in Hardies an American franchise. It was nice burger and because it was Halaal. We had some tea and roamed in the area. An upscale mall and food court of course.

Around 12:30 am we sat on the bus and came back to Azizia.

Alhamdolillah our Hajj was over and in a couple of days we were leaving for Toronto.



عابدہ

Abida Rahmani




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Hajj 2009

Nov 25th 8th Zilhajj


We arrived at Mina from Azizia (Makaah ) today. It was altogether  changed than the hajj that we performed in 1983. Lots of improvements have been done here.Tent is big enough to accommodate all three groups of us. Ladies in one tent and gents in the other one. We arrived here by bus after 12pm. The sky in Makaah was over cast since morning, a significant scene to watch.(After arrival in Makaah Namaz-i- istisqa was offered in Haram because of drought situation).Therefore every one was waiting for rain. With Allah 's blessings There was a big thunderstorm and it rained heavily . Our tent was leaking a bit from corners. We turned our umbrellas upside down to prevent leakage and put the empty blankets plastic bags to save our beds. The streets of Mina got flooded in a while. It is a common concept that if it rained on hajis, their hajj is accepted. May it be like this Allah is the most merciful. It rained for at least 3-4 hours with light drizzle for the whole day.

To watch the tented city was an amazing, amusing sight. These tents are now especially designed of fireproof material and any type of cooking stove or fire hazards are banned in Mina now. The food arrives from caterers. The arrangement inside were fantastic and luxurious. Thick foam mattresses which could be folded in a couch seat, brand new blankets ,mbrand new pillows and sheets. Tent had a special air conditioning system and these tents are fireproof. The food was quite festive with lots of dishes of Arabic and Mediterranean cuisine.

Wondered if our organizers had provided us a part of this during our earlier stay, when we ran after arranging our food and meals. In fact the arrangements in Mina were a lot better than my expectations. Over all the arrangements were lot more better than 26 years earlier. Mina had paved streets in the middle of tents. Bathrooms had shower facilities too over the commodes. Which some of the ladies resisted earlier but ultimately had the shower. There is no proper sewerage system, all the toilets are set up on an open drain, that is why one can smell a lot of stink . Every toilet had a water pipe or hose. However some of the toilets got messed up soon and the back up cleaning system was a total failure. There were clear signs for men &Women  with الرجال النساء signs ,but still the people did not follow.


A bazaar was set up on the side of the main road and lot of vendors were selling off nice stuff.

Our region of tents were assigned to Hajjis from North America, Europe, Australia and Turkey. In other words those were hajjis of the developed world. There was a mic connection to our tent from men's tent and we could listen to all the announcements, tazkirs and prayed together.

For food mostly the ladies first was the motto. We were side by side. Soon we got befriended to our tent mates, some of whom we already knew .


Nov 26th 9th Zilhajj Yaumi Arafaa


It is the day of Arafat the main pillar of Hajj and we have to leave for Arafaat as soon as possible. It was 9 am that we proceeded through big buses for Arafaat, Saudi Government has restricted movement through big buses and the roads are wide open, Therefore it was a good flow of traffic and did not notice any traffic jam. We took our lunch boxes along, which more of snacks mostly white creamy sweat stuff. The carpets in the tents were a bit wet with yesterday rains. Every where hajis could be seen reciting talbiyah Labaika Allahumma Labaik Labiaka la sharika laka labaik innal hamda wa naimata laka wal mulk la sharika lak ( O Allah I am present at your service and there is no one equal you, all the praise and glory is for you, you are the king and there is no one equal you) The media and surveillance helicopters were howling over head. We were given nice polao in lunch.

We prayed and prayed to Allah (swt) for our forgiveness, forgiveness of our departed loved ones and my intention of doing this hajj for my beloved son. Begged for his mercy and blessings for my self, for the departed loved ones , for whole umma and especially for my kids, grand kids, brothers, sister & all the gracious people who did Ehsaan with me.Prayed while standing in the later day. Most of us went out and prayed ,cried and begged to Allah(swt) for his mercy ,blessings ,forgiveness and for the strength of Umma . Here I could see a sea of Muslims all around. Men in white ahraams ,ladies in different colors. "O Allah we are so many in numbers but we do not have any weight any strength, any power. Give us strength give us supremacy, grant us with wisdom and good judgment." Ameen


The pathetic part is that we all are God fearing, God loving people but extremely disorganized and undisciplined. By the end of the day the whole area was just littered up with garbage, water gushing from broken pipes in the toilets which were unbearable. O Allah give them strength ,unity and discipline.Although the conditions are a lot more better than 26 years back but still more improvement is required.

Muzdalifa

At 9pm we started for Muzdalifa and I was again back on my memory lane of the last hajj, when it took us almost 5 hours to reach there by 24 seater coaster. It was so suffocating with running engines and traffic jam that I cried a lot like a small kid and Ahad (my Late husband)was comforting me.It was the toughest time in that hajj. But now we reached so quickly . The whole area was fully bright and well lit like day. Whole of the big ground covered with hajis, we were supposed to find our place in between. We had only our valuables and sleeping bags.


Following the sunnah of Prophet (SAWS) there was one azaan and two aqamaaz for Maghrib and Isha prayers. Which were Qasr( shortened prayers).we spread out sleeping bags and tried to sleep which was extremely difficult. It was like if we were fixed in a match box, just neck to feet with each other. All the hajis were sleeping like this with so much humility on this hard ground just for the pleasure of Allah( SWT) to be successful; in the eternal life to fulfill the fifth pillar of Islam. Hajj is a tradition of Ibrahim(AS) followed by Mohammad (SAWS) and obligatory for those Muslims who can afford. Our muallim sheikh Abu Abdussalaam described Muzdalifa as a thousand star hotel, which is absolutely correct.I was trying to avoid the feet of the men sleeping to my head side.

I tried to sleep which was extremely difficult, the lady next to me was snoring a lot.Despite that slept for a couple of hours. At 2:15 am got up and went to toilet. It was absolutely busy and a very long line,It almost took one hour .Did tahjjud and then fajr did some tilawat and talbiya and started waiting for bus to come back to Mina. Got the bus at 8:30 am and arrived back at Mina to our tent which was like coming back home. While leaving Muzdalifa the whole ground was littered with sleeping bags, mats , pillows and carpets. A lot of needy people were collecting those. We brought our ones back.

Nov27th 10th Zilhajj Eid day


After getting back , had a bath and changed, now we were out of Ihraam and most of the restrictions were gone. It was announced earlier that our sacrifices Qurbanis have been done. We greeted each other Eid- Mubarak. the ladies got busy in threading, nail cutting and make ups.Received calls from sons , family members and brothers Alhamdolillah. It rained again today. 

Then we started to leave for jamaraat for Rammi ( stoning the symbol pillars of Shaitan)I put on my joggers, it was a long walk but thoroughly enjoyable. The way to Jamarrat is specially designed ,what an amazing rout and complex!! Saudi Govt has spend a lot of money and expertise in designing this complex. We went through three big tunnels equipped with big blowers , lots of plastic bottles sucked up to it.

The flow of people was like a flooding sea on wide roads reciting Talbiyah and getting to encounter the symbols of shaitan. That Shaitan who came in the way of Ibrahim (AS) to stop him from sacrificing his son Ismail by the orders of Allah(swT). Ibrahim threw pebbles on Shaitan while proceeding on his way. His act was so much appreciated by almighty that he made it a ritual of Hajj till the day of judgment. I was over whelmed with this gigantic flow of hajis. They were of different colors, creeds and nationalities. Most of the groups were greatly organized and distinguished with their coats, hats ,ribbons .caps,shoes, trousers, skirts,scarfs etc.

Most of those were Malaysians ,Indonesians, Chinese, Turkish and from other countries.


During my last hajj we were not allowed to go for Rami because of the great rush and accidents . We were asked to give our stones or pebbles to our Mehrams. Therefore no one in ladies from our camp went. I was sick too down with flue and it was always on my mind because some of the scholars in Pakistan said that it is a compulsory act. When Ahad, Jamshed bhai and Nadeem got back from Rami there feet were badly hurt and chappals missing. This time we were wearing our regular shoes or joggers because the sheikh told us that women can wear any type of shoes and the men wore strong sandals too .The men were not out of Ihraam as yet because they had to shave.I was greatly excited this time and thanked Allah for granting me this opportunity again.

This was a huge complex, Jamarrat were erected as in the shape of wide pillars going through

many stories and all the precautions were taken to avoid accidents. It was a very smooth flow. Hajis coming in groups and moving towards other Jamra. The pebbles we collected from Muzdalifa in the size of a chick pea and we were supposed to throw seven on each jamrah saying bismillahi Allahu akbar. After completing this ritual we were on our way back and stopped under a bridge on the road. There men went for shaving their heads or haircut, we did a little bit with our scissors and each other's help.

Many hajis had spread out their mats, sitting and sipping tea. We accommodate ourselves with them, later on we offered maghrib prayers .Saw a few Pakistanis from Punjab looking for some lost relatives. We tried to help them out. On our way to Jamaraat we recited Talbiyah, now on our way back we have to recite Takbeer. All the intention for glorifying the greatness of Allah(swt). We did the same on 11th Zilhajj. Some of our people went on their own to do Tawafi- Ziarat which is like an Umra doing Tawaf and Sae in Haram. This is the end part of Hajj. For the rest of us the Sheikh assured us that we can do it later without any penalty. ThiCheck Spellings Tawaf is a must for a married couple, with out that they can not relate to each other physically.

Nov 29th 12th zilhaj

Today we again went for Rammi, this time our sheikh guided us all the way up on escalators. I've gone up and down long escalators in different amusement parks and buildings but this was a unique experience. Going all the way up to hit Shaitan. we went through 4 sets of high escalators. After hitting shaitan we went all around the roof to have a glimpse of Mina the tented city for Hajis. There were a series of tents up in the hills and those were VIP tents.

Nov30th 13th Zilhajj

Today we were leaving Mina and after Rammi were heading to Haram for tawafi ziarat and then to Azizia. We did our packing, rolled up our blankets, sheets and pillows and started waiting for bus. This was the last day for all hajis at Mina. We had to take a long way for bus. The streets were just littered with all kind of garbage, a lot of food stuff was thrown out too.

We did rammi and came back to bus which dropped us at the inside door of haram. It wasMaghrib time, offered prayers on stairs and then went for Tawaf . Some of it did upstairs on the top floor, then on the second floor . After doing Saee went in search of food to Burjul Bait where we were supposed to meet other companions and then ride in bus.

Zubair wanted to eat in Hardies an American franchise. It was nice burger and because it was Halaal. We had some tea and roamed in the area. An upscale mall and food court of course.

Around 12:30 am we sat on the bus and came back to Azizia.

Alhamdolillah our Hajj was over and in a couple of days we were leaving for Toronto.



عابدہ

Abida Rahmani




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Tuesday, August 15, 2017

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Sunday, August 13, 2017

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عابدہ رحمانی

اللہ تبارک وتعالیٰ کا بیحد کرم اور بے پناہ احسان ہے کہ پاکستان کو معرض وجود میں آئے ہوئے 70 برس پورے ہورہے ہیں۔ اگرچہ اس دوران ہم بہت بڑے سانحے سے دوچار ہوئے ہمارا ایک بازو ہم سے کٹ گیا۔ بے پناہ ذلت اور ہزیمت اٹھائی لیکن آج ہم پھر اس بچے کھچے ملک کی تعمیر میں مصروف ہو گئے ہیں۔ یہ ملک ہم مسلمانوں کے لیے ایک عطیۂ خداوندی ہے۔ دشمنانِ ملت جب اس کے خلاف سازشوں کا جال بچھاتے ہیں تو میرا دل خون کے آنسو روتا ہے اس لیے کہ ان سازشوں میں اپنے پہلے ہوتے ہیں اور دوسرے بعد میں آتے ہیں۔ مجھے وہ وقت یاد آتا ہے جب انگریز فوجی افسر ہم سے کہتے تھے’’ تم لوگ پاکستان بنانے کا شوق پورا کر لو لیکن ہم تمہیں یقین دلاتے ہیں کہ  یہ چھ مہینے سے زیادہ نہیں چلے گا‘‘ انہوں نے ہر چال چلی لیکن مسلمانوں کے اتحاد و اتفاق کی برکت اور جذبہ مسلمانی کی برکت سے یہ ملک اللہ کی مہربانی سے قائم و دائم ہے۔
قیام پاکستان کے وقت میری تعیناتی جھانسی (بھارت) کے مقام پر تھی۔ جھانسی اس وقت متعصب ہندو تنظیم راشٹریہ سیوک سنگھ کا گڑھ تھا اور ان کا مقصد اور مقولہ تھا ’’مسلمانوں کی تباہی اور بربادی‘‘۔ یکم اگست 1947ء کو میں نے جھانسی میں حاضری دی۔ کمانڈنگ آفیسر کرنل باورڈیگ سے انٹرویو ہوا۔ یہ افسر انتہائی باخبر تھا۔ وار آفس (جنگ کے دفتر) لندن میں بریفنگ کے لیے جاتا۔ دہلی اورشملہ سے کثرت سے رابطہ تھا۔ انہوں نے مجھے اپنے اہل خانہ کو لانے اور اچھی رہائش دلانے کا وعدہ کیا کیونکہ اس کے خیال میں فروری 1948ء تک وہیں مقیم رہوں گا۔ یہ میرے لیے ایک لمحہ فکریہ تھا لیکن جب اس پر غور کیا تو معلوم ہوا کہ ہندو لیڈروں گاندھی، نہرو، پٹیل، سکھ لیڈر (تارا سنگھ، بلدیو سنگھ وغیرہ) اور انگریز حکومت اور ان کے نمائندہ وائسرائے اور انڈین یونین کے پہلے گورنر جنرل ماؤنٹ بیٹن کی مشترکہ پالیسی تھی کہ پاکستان کو چھ ماہ کے اندر اندر شیر خوارگی ہی میں ختم کیا جائے اور اس کے لیے تمام حربے استعمال ہوئے۔
افواج ہند کی تقسیم نہایت ہی مجبوری کی حالت میں عمل میں لائی گئی جو کہ قائداعظم کی مومنانہ فراست اور فولادی عزم کی وجہ سے ممکن ہوئی۔
ہندوستان بھر میں خاص کر مشرقی پنجاب میں لاکھوں مسلمانوں کا قتل عام ہوا۔ ہزاروں جوان لڑکیاں اورعورتیں اغواء ہوئیں اور تقریباً ایک کروڑ لوگ بے سروسامانی کی حالت میں ہجرت کر کے پاکستان آئے اور ان پر بھی راستوں میں قاتلانہ حملے ہوتے رہے۔ آگ اور خون کے دریا پار کر کے لوگ اس وطن پاکستان میں پہنچے۔
میں میس کے سنگل آفیسرز کی ہٹس میں رہائش پذیر تھا اس لیے بہت سے افسروں (انگریز اور ہندوؤں) سے جان پہچان کا موقع لا۔ اپنے دفتری انتظام میں کام، قواعد و ضوابط کے مطالعے پر بھرپور توجہ دی اور اپنے سابقہ تجربے سے پورا فائدہ اٹھایا جو کہ دوسری عالمی جنگ میں 1939-1945ء کے دوران 16 ماہ کی فیلڈ سروس (شمالی افریقہ) کے علاوہ دو تین یونٹوں کی انسٹرکٹرشپ میں حاصل ہوا تھا۔ اس کے علاوہ لکھنؤ میں گیارہ سو بستروں کے سی ایم ایچ ہسپتال کی ایڈمنسٹریشن اور ملٹری جیل خانہ جات اور حوالاتی بیرکوں میں گوروں کی کمان بھی میں کر چکا تھا۔
14 اگست 1947ء کا دن آیا تو آفیسرز میس میں پارٹی دی گئی، سجاوٹ کے لیے پاکستان کی جھنڈیاں کوشش کے باوجود نہ مل سکیں ہم نے اصولی طور پر ہندو افسروں سے منوا لیا تھا کہ اب ہم ایک علیحدہ قوم ہیں اور ہمارا ملک پاکستان ہے۔ مسلمان سٹاف بکھرا ہوا اور حد درجہ غیر منظم تھا۔ آپس میں رابطہ نہ تھا اور اکثریت حالات سے بے خبر تھی۔ مشرقی پنجاب والے اپنے گھروں، اہل خانہ اور رشتہ داروں کے متعلق فکرمند تھے۔ سٹاف کی فلاح و بہبود کا کوئی بندوبست نہیں تھا اور نہ ہی انہیں کہیں سے رہنمائی حاصل تھی۔
میں نے پہلے ان پر توجہ دی، انہیں منظم کیا سب کو یکجا کر کے حالات کی نزاکت سے باخبر کیا۔ ملی جذبہ بیدار کیا، محنت، ایثار اور قربانی پر آمادہ کیا۔ رفتہ رفتہ بفضلِ ربِ کریم اچھی ٹیم بنتی چلی گئی۔اس کے علاوہ حقوق کے حصول (ہمیں یہاں سے سروس ریکارڈزاور سٹیشنری وغیرہ لے کر پاکستان جانا تھا) کے لیے مسلسل جدوجہد کی۔ قدم قدم پر سٹاف کی رہنمائی کی اور کامیابی حاصل ہوتی ہوگئی۔
سٹاف میں کلرک وغیرہ پنجابی، پٹھان اور بنگالی مسلمان تھے۔ سب مل کر بہترین جذبے کے ساتھ ایک دوسرے سے تعاون کرتے تھے۔ اس وقت حالت یہ تھی کہ ہم لوگ اگرچہ فوجی تھے لیکن مسلمان ہونے کے ناطے ہر وقت جان کا خطرہ لاحق تھا۔ عام مسلمان تو انتہائی خوف اور خطرے کی حالت میں تھے۔ کسی سے شکایت بھی نہیں کر سکتے تھے۔ حکومت ہمارے مخالف تھی کانگریسی حکومتی پارٹی ہندو مہاسبھا وغیرہ سب ہی دشمن تھے۔ انہیں دنوں معمول تھا کہ بھوپال اور گوالیار کے درمیان چلتی ٹرینوں سے مسلمانوں کو پھینک دیا جاتا تھا۔ اس کے علاوہ مسلمانوں میں خوف و ہراس پھیلایا جاتا تھا۔ افواہیں زوروں پر تھیں۔ ریڈیو، اخبارات وغیرہ پر ہندوؤں اور سکھوں کا غلبہ تھا۔ انگریز بھی ان کی خوشنودی حاصل کرنے میں لگے رہتے تھے۔ہمارے پاس نہ اپنی کرنسی تھی اور نہ ہی سرمایہ ان حالات میں عام آدمی کا مورال کیا ہو گی یہ اندازہ کرنا مشکل نہیں۔
میں مختلف سیکشنوں میں کام کرتا رہا اور گاہے بگاہے اپنے کمانڈر کو اس کی پروگریس بتاتارہا۔ سروس ریکارڈ حاصل کرنے کا کام کافی مشکل تھا۔ شروع میں چند دستاویزات ملیں اس کے بعد ہندوؤں اور سکھوں نے تعاون نہ کیا۔ خاص کر شمالی ہند کے ہندوؤں کا رویہ متعصبانہ رہا۔ اب ہم نے جنوبی ہند کے کلیریکل سٹاف کی مدد لی جو کہ غیر متعصب تھے وہ ہماری دستاویزات دینے پر آمادہ تھے اور یہ کام رات کی خاموشی میں ہوتا رہا جبکہ وہ لوگ ڈیوٹی پر ہوتے تھے۔ دستاو یزات کے فائلوں پر نام دیکھ کر ان کو الگ کر دیتے تھے، مسلمان افسروں کی فائلیں کے ساتھ غلطی سے ہم چند عیسائی اور سکھوں کی فائلیں بھی لے آئے جسے بعد میں کمانڈر کو واپس کر دیا اور وہ بہت مشکور ہوئے۔
سٹیشنری کا حصول نسبتاً آسان رہا اور رفتہ رفتہ ہمیں اپنے حصے کی سٹیشنری اور فارم ملتے گئے۔ میں نے متعلقہ ہندو افسر پر واضح کیا کہ انگریز اپنے حصے کی سٹیشنری لے کر بمبئی ارسال کر رہے ہیں اور جب ہم اپنا حصہ لیتے ہیں تو تم لوگوں کو کیوں تکلیف ہوتی ہے۔ اس نے کہا "خان صاحب آپ بھی اپنا حصہ لے لیں آپ کو کون منع کر سکتا ہے"
ہم نے اپنے حصے کی سٹیشنری فارم وغیرہ اور 17 ہزار سٹینسل پیپرز حاصل کیے اور اسے میگزین کے کمرے میں خاموشی سے رکھتے رہے تاکہ تخریب کاروں کی نگاہوں سے دور رہیں۔ رات کو کلرک محمد خان اسی کمرے میں سوتا اور فجر کے وقت چلا جاتا۔
سٹیشنری کے ساتھ ہم نے دس عدد ٹائپ رائٹرز اور دو ڈپلیکیٹرز بھی لے لیے تھے مگر چند روز بعد جبکہ روانگی میں تاخیر ہوئی تو انڈین جی ایچ کیو سے اطلاع آئی کہ دونوں مملکتوں کا فیصلہ ہے کہ سٹیشنری میں ٹائپ رائرز اور ڈپلیکیٹرز شامل نہیں ہیں آپ لوگ یہ دونوں چیزیں نہیں لے جائیں گے۔ اس دوران مجھے جاٹ ہندو کپتان سے معلوم ہوا کہ یہ کام کپتان لالہ لاجیت رائے (تلوار، راولپنڈی) کی شرارت سے ہوا جو کہ آر ایس ایس کے ساتھ رابطہ رکھتا ہے۔ سٹینسل پیپرز پاکستان میں اس وقت بالکل نایاب تھے اس لیے اسی کو غنیمت جانا۔
ان حالات میں سٹاف کی سکیورٹی، ریکارڈز آف سروس اور سٹیشنری کی مناسب حفاظت کے ساتھ ساتھ ذاتی حفاظت پر بھی توجہ دی گئی۔ ہم حالات پر نظر رکھتے تھے۔ کوشش یہ تھی کہ ماحول ٹھیک رہے۔ لالٹین میں رات کے وقت دو سنتریوں کا ایک وقت میں بندوبست تھا۔ ان کے پاس سیٹیاں اور عام سونے کے لباس ہوتے تھے۔ انہیں ہدایت تھی کہ راؤنڈ کرنے والے افسروں اور وی سی او کو نہ پکارا جائے تاکہ انہیں شبہ نہ ہو کہ ہم ہوشیار ہیں اگر پوچھیں تو بتانا کہ رفع حاجت کے لیے اٹھا ہوں۔ پاکستان روانگی کے لیے رولنگ سٹاک (سپیشل ٹرین) کا انتظام ہو گیا۔ حرکت کرنے کا حکمنامہ مل گیا۔ 12 دسمبر 1947ء کو روانگی تھی۔
بھاری سامان مال کے ڈبوں میں لادا، آدمیوں کو ترتیب کے ساتھ بٹھا دیا کہ جہاں تک ہو سکے ایک پارٹی یونٹ کے آدمی ایک جگہ ہوں تاکہ کمانڈ اینڈ کنٹرول میں آسانی ہو۔ سٹیشن پر موجود مہاجرین کو بھی مختلف ڈبوں میں بانٹ دیا۔ ہماری کوشش کے باوجود ریلوے والوں نے مال کے ڈبے آگے کی بجائے پیچھے لگا دیے۔ آگے لگانے میں ہمارے دو ہمارے دو مقاصد تھے کہ مال کے ڈبے کٹنے نہ پائیں گے اور پٹڑی سے اترنے کی حالت میں (جس میں کافی امکان تھا) انسانی جانوں کی بچت ہو گی۔ مگر انہوں نے تعاون نہ کیا اب مجبوراً میں نے یہ انتظام کیا کہ صوبیدار امیر علی خان کی ڈیوٹی لگائی کہ آپ آخری ڈبہ میں ہوں گے۔ ٹرین کی روانگی کے وقت پلیٹ فارم پر آگے ہوں گے اور تسلی کریں گے کہ ڈبے کٹ تو نہیں گئے۔ اگر کٹ گئے تو فوراً سیٹی بجائیں۔ آپ کے آدمی ڈبہ میں زنجیر کھینچ کر گاڑی رکوا دیں گے۔ چنانچہ آگے جب جالندھر میں ڈبے کٹ گئے تو اسی طریقے سے ہمیں معلوم ہوا ورنہ اگلے سٹیشن یا سٹاپ پر معلوم ہوتا تو تمام سامان، دستاویزات اور سٹیشنری سے ہاتھ دھونے پڑتے۔
اللہ اللہ کر کے وہ وقت آ پہنچا جس کا شدت سے انتظار تھا۔ 12 دسمبر 1947ء کو شام کے وقت ملٹری سپیشل ٹرین میں جھانسی سے 6 آفیسراور تقریباً 400 سپاہی سوار ہوئے تھے۔ ان کے افراد خانہ اور سویلین ان کے علاوہ تھے۔ آگرہ سے تقریباً 11 آفیسر اور 800 مزید سپاہی سوار ہوئے تھے۔ ہماری ٹرین آخری ملٹری سپیشل تھی اس سے پہلے جو ملٹری سپیشل جھانسی سے روانہ ہوئی اس کے فوجی پوری طرح مسلح تھے، ٹینک تھے، کمانڈ مکمل تھی، وائرلیس، ٹیلیفون تھے۔ ہماری ٹرین مقابلتاً دشمن کے لیے تر نوالہ تھی اس لیے میں نے پوری حالت افسروں، جونیئر کمیشنڈ افسروں اور نان کمیشنڈ افسروں پر واضح کر دی کہ ہم حالت جنگ میں ہیں۔ جب تک ہم پاکستان خیریت سے نہ پہنچ جائیں کوئی غفلت اور لاپرواہی برداشت نہیں کی جائے گی۔ ڈسپلن کا اعلیٰ مظاہرہ کرنا ہے۔ راشن پانی کے استعمال میں ہر ممکن بچت کریں، ایثار و قربانی وقت کا تقاضا ہے، دیکھ بھال لازمی ہے۔رب کریم نے اپنا فضل و کرم فرمایا کہ ہماری ٹرین کے کسی آدمی یا پارٹی کی تلاشی وغیرہ نہیں ہوئی جو جتنا سامان ساتھ لا سکتا تھا ٹرین میں لوڈ کر دیا۔ رات کے 12 بجے ہماری ٹرین روانہ ہوئی۔ 13 دسمبر کی صبح 8:30 بجے آگرہ پہنچ گئے۔
ٹرین رکنے کا وقت ایک گھنٹا تھا مگر ہندو، سکھ، آر ٹی او اور ایس ایس او کی مداخلت اورگڑبڑ کی وجہ سے تقریباً چار گھنٹے ٹرین رکی رہی۔ ہماری مسلسل شکایت اور احتجاج کے بعد انہوں نے ٹرین کی روانگی کی اجازت دی۔ اب انہوں نے اپنی من مانی کے بعد ٹرین سے اپنا گارڈ ہٹایا ہمارے گارڈ نے چارج لیا۔
مہاجرین ٹرین پرٹوٹ پڑے، منصوبے کے مطابق ہمارے آدمی ڈبوں میں کھڑے رہے تاکہ زیادہ سے زیادہ لوگوں کو جگہ مل جائے لیکن دکھاوے کے طور پر شور مچاتے رے کہ مت آنے دو مگر دونوں ہاتھوں سے پکڑ کر انہیں ڈبوں میں سوار ہونے میں مدد دیتے اس کے بعد ٹرین روانہ ہوئی۔
رات امرتسر سٹیشن پر گاڑی کھڑی ہوئی تو ایک ہندو جاسوس گاڑی کا جائزہ لینے کے لیے بڑھا کہ اتنے میں سنتری نے چھلانگ لگا کر ہالٹ پکارا اور سنگین کا نوک اس کے گلے سے لگایا ساتھ ہی جے سی او انچارج پستول لیے پہنچ گیا میں بھی پہنچا میں نے جے سی او کو تلاشی لینے کے لیے کہا۔ اس سے ہتھیار وغیرہ تو برآمد نہ ہوا اس سے پوچھا کہ ’’کون ہو تم؟‘‘ جواب ملا۔ شرنارتھی، میں نے کہا کہ شرنارتھی یا شرارتی’’ وہ معافیاں مانگنے لگا آگے کی جانب پلیٹ فارم پر تقریباً 100 گز دوردس آدمی بیٹھے آگ سینک رہے تھے۔ ظاہراً وہ اس واقعہ سے لاتعلق رہے مگر انہوں نے اپنے سرپرستوں کو یہ ضرور بتایا ہو گا کہ یہ لوگ الرٹ ہیں۔ آگے بیاس آیا کنارے پر ایک پہاڑی ہے جو کہ خطرناک جگہ تھی بلکہ کسی حد تک مقتل بتایا جاتا تھا وہاں سے بھی بفضل رب کریم خیریت سے گزرے۔ علی الصبح اذان سے قبل اٹاری پہنچ کر اطمینان کا سانس لیا۔ ٹرین کا چارج لینے کے لیے پاکستانی انجن ڈرائیور اور گارڈ وغیرہ آئے۔ اللہ کا بیحد شکر ادا کیا سٹاف نے پاکستانی جھنڈے کے مشابہ جھنڈا بنایا تھا اس پر 02 ای پاک کپڑے سے بنایا تھا وہ جھنڈا ہمارے کوپے کے باہر لگایا گیا۔ تھوڑی دیر کے بعد ٹرین واہگہ پہنچ گئی۔
مادر وطن کی سرزمین پر پہنچ کر اور اتنی بڑی ذمہ داری بخوبی نبھانے کے بعد کیا جذبات تھے بیان سے باہر ہیں۔ سب سے پہلے تو نفل شکرانہ ادا کیا۔ پھر  روح پرایسی سرمستی اور سرشاری کی کیفیت چھا گئی کہ میں بالکل غافل ہوگیا۔ چندھیاتی ہوئی تیز دھوپ میں آنکھ کھلی تو ٹرانزٹ کیمپ کے سائیڈنگ پر تھا۔
اسی طرح یہ کارواں منزل آگے بڑھتا رہا۔ محنت، ایمانداری، عزم مصمم اور مسلسل جدوجہد سے یہ گلستان پُر بہار ہو گیا۔
یہ داستان رقم کرنے کا مقصد یہ ہے کہ نئی نسل کو بھی معلوم ہو کہ ابتداء میں ہم نے کس کس طرح اس چمن کی آبیاری کی۔ میں اب بھی اپنی نئی نسل سے مایوس نہیں ہوں۔

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Thursday, August 10, 2017

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الحمد للہ پاکستان آج 70 برس کا ہوا چاہتا ہے- ترقی یافتہ دنیاکے لحاظ سے اسکی حیثئیت عمر کے لحاظ سے ایک معمر کی ہے جبکہ پاکستانی لحاظ سے ساٹھا پاٹھا بڑہاپے کی سرحد میں داخل ہے- 14 اگست 1947 کو رمضان المبارک کی 27 شب کو پاکستان معرض وجود میں آیا جسے عام طور سے شب قدر مانا جاتا ہے -
تقسیم ہند کے دوران والی نسل بھی اب بڑھاپے میں ہے وقت کا پہیہ تیزی سے گھومتا ہے-- آج کو کل بننے میں چند گھنٹے ہی صرف ہوتے ہیں-

تقسیم ہند کے دوران خاک و خون کے کتنے دریا پاٹے گئے - عالمی تاریخ میں ایک اور انوکھی مثال قائم ہوئ، لاکھوں لوگ ہجرت کرکے ایک سر زمین سے دوسری سرزمین پر آگئے- بے بسی ، تباہی و بربادی ، ایثار و قربانی کی ایک نئی تاریخ رقم ہوئی، پھر اس لٹے پٹے مملکت کی تعمیر نو کا آغاز ہوا اینٹ پر اینٹ جمائی گئی  -اس مملکت کے ناخدا کو جلد ہی مایوس ہوکر بالآخر یہ بھی کہنا پڑا" میری دونوں جیبوں میں کھوٹے سکے ہیں"- ایک سال کے اندر وہ کمزور و ناتواں ،لیکن گھن گرج والی آواز اور اصولوں کا پکا مخلص ناخدا اس کشتی کو بیچ منجدھار چھوڑ کر اس دنیا سے رخصت ہوا- اسکے بعد بڑے زیر و بم آئے- اکتوبر 1951 کو قائد کے دست راست ملک کے پہلے وزیر اعظم لیاقت علی خان کو راولپینڈی میں قتل کردیا گیا-اسی لیاقت باغ نے دوسری بھینٹ بے نظیر بھٹو کی صورت میں لی--

کڑی آزمائیشوں اور ناگفتہ بہ حالات سے نبرد آزما ہوتے ہوۓ یہ وطن اور ملت اپنی بقا کی کوششوں میں مصروف رہا ہے اور اسوقت زیادہ شدت سے ہے -بقول اقبال'
یقیں محکم ، عمل پیہم ، محبت فا تح عالم -جہاد زندگانی میں ہے یہ مردوں کی شمشیریں- 

اگر ہم پاکستانی تاریخ کا ایک سرسری اجمالی جائزہ لیں تو یہ حقیقت سامنے آتی ہے کہ اس مملکت خداداد کو ابتداء سےہی بیرونی و اندرونی سازشوں کا سامنا کرنا پڑا - دائمی حریف بھارت سے پے در پے کئی جنگیں ہوئیں 1971 کی جنگ کے نتیجے میں اپنے ایک حصے اور تقریبا نصف مملکت مشرقی پاکستان سے ہاتھ دھونے پڑے- اور یہ کتنا سنگین اور کسقدر اندوہناک المیہ تھا کہ اسکی شدت ، تباہی و بربادی، ہلاکت آفرینی اور قتل و غارت گری کا ا حاطہ کرنا نا ممکن ہے- یہاں ہرگز کفر و اسلام کا معرکہ نہیں تھا بلکہ زبانوں (بولیوں) ، تہذیب اور نظریات ، نا انصافی اور غلط فہمیوں کے معرکے تھے- دشمنوں نے انہیں خوب خوب ہوا دی - سب سے بڑی اسلامی مملکت دو لخط ہوئی-- پاکستانی فوج کو حد درجہ ہزیمت و رسوائی کا سامنا کرنا پڑا-

کشمیر کے تصفیئے کے لئے پاکستان کو بے انتہا قربانیاں دینی پڑیں جبکہ یہ مسئلہ ابھی تک تصفیہ طلب ہے اور پاکستان کی پوزیشن بھارتی دباؤ کے پیش نظر کافی کمزور ہو چکی ہے- افغانستان میں روسی فوجوں کی آمد کے ساتھ پاکستان افغان مسئلے میں اتنا الجھ گیا کہ الجھتا ہی چلا گیا - وقت اور حالات کے پلٹنے سے جہاد افغانستان اور مجاہدین دہشت گرد بن گئے اور وہ جو امریکہ کی آنکھ کا تارا تھے اور جنکی وجہ سے روس کے ٹکڑے ٹکڑ ے ہو گئے وہ امریکہ کی نظر میں سب سے زیادہ خطرناک اور بڑے مجرم کہلائے - پھر 11 ستمبر 2001 کا ورلڈ ٹریڈ سنٹر کا واقع ہوا- اسکا ملبہ جہاں افغانستان ، عراق اور دیگر مسلم دنیا پر گرا وہاں پاکستان دہشت گردی کے خلاف جنگ میں سب سے بڑا بند، ساتھی اور ہراول دستہ بن گیا- ان مسائل میں الجھ کر پاکستانیوں اور پاکستان کے حالات عراق، افغانستان اور فلسطین جیسے ہو گئے--وہ جو ہم سوچتے تھے، کس کے گھر جائیگا طوفان بلا میرے بعد -اس طوفان بلا نے ہمارے اپنے گھروں ، شہروں ،گلیوں ، درسگاہوں ، مساجد، فوجیوں اور پولیس کو لپیٹ میں لے لیا - خود کش دھماکے ، فوجی رد عمل ، ڈرون حملے اور امریکی در اندازی نے جہاں ہمیں خانہ جنگی اور ایک نئی تباہی و بربادی میں ڈالدیا -وہاں حفاظتی تدابیر کی خاطر تمام حساس اداروں ، بلکہ تجارتی مراکز،ہسپتالوں، بنکوں اور دفاتر تک کو بم اور بارود کی نشاندہی والے آلات ، سکینرز اور ڈیٹیکٹرز لگانے پڑے-- جگ ہنسائی، طنز و تشنیع کے مواقع بھی اغیار کو مئیسر آئے-
پاکستان کی معیشت ،تجارت اور سیا حت بری طرح متاثر ہوئی۔۔اور بیرون ملک اسکی ساکھ ایک انتہائی خطرناک ملک کے طور پر جانی گئی۔۔
 مدینہ منورہ میں ایک بنگالی سے بنگلہ میں گفتگو ہو رہی تھی لیکن جب اسے معلوم ہوا کہ اصلاًُ میں پاکستانی ہوں تو کہنے لگا" آپ پاکستانی لوگ بھی کیسا ہے - پہلے ہم سے مارا ماری کیا اب خود سے مارا ماری کرتا ہے"-(جبکہ وہ بھی اتنے سال گزرنے کے بعد مارا ماری سے باز نہیں آئے - -

لاکھوں جانیں اس تباہی کی بھینٹ چڑھ گیئں - مرنے والے بھی اپنے ، مارنے والے بھی اپنے-
الحمد للّٰہ اللہ کے فضل وکرم سے فوج اور حکومت کی سخت کاروائیوں اور بے انتہا قربانیوں سے ایک حد تک امن وامان بحال ہو رہا ہے ۔۔
کراچی شہر جو پاکستان کی شہ رگ کہلاتا ہے اور یقینا ہے 2 ڈھائی کروڑ آبادی والا شہر ، علم و دانش کا گہوارہ، جو منی پاکستان کہلاتاہے ، پاکستان کا غریب پرور شہر جہاں پاکستان کے ہر خطے ہر بولی والے لوگ آباد ہیں- اس شہر کو لسانیت ، شدت پسندی اور بد امنی کی آماجگاہ بنا دیا گیا- اسکی خون آشامیاں اور خونریزیاں بے حساب ہیں ، جہاں روزانہ دس ، بارہ بیگناہوں یا گناہگاروں کا قتل بیشتر کچھ رقم چھیننے کی کوشش، موبائیل فون چھیننے کی کوشش میں یا گاڑی چھیننے کی کوشش میں ایک عام بات تھی جہاں کے باشندوں کو اسی بد امنی اور قتل و غارتگری کے ساتھ جینے کی عادت سی ہو گئی تھی ۔اسکے علاوہ ایک اور محاورہ ٹارگیٹ کلنگ کا ،جنمیں مخالفین کو نشانہ بنایا جاتا ۔ اب اس پر قابو پالیا گیا ہے ایک مدت کے بعد لوگوں نے سکھ چین کا سانس لیا۔۔۔
 
بلوچستان کے حالات میں بھی سدھار آرہا ہے۔۔ جو شدید بد امنی کی لپیٹ میں تھا روزانہ افسوسناک واقعات کی خبروں سے سے دل لرزتا رہتا ۔آۓ دن خونریزی کے بڑے بڑے واقعات ہوتے ۔ خیبر پختون خواہ تو میدان کارزار تھا ہی- ضرب عضب آپریشن کے نتائج دور رس نظر آ رہے ہیں ۔۔جس عفریت نے پاکستان کو پچھلے ۱۴ برس سے جھکڑا ہوا تھا ۔اس سے نجات نظر آرہی ہے۔۔آج جرنل راحیل شریف نے آرمی پبلک سکول پر حملہ کرنیوالے اور منصوبہ بندی کرنیوالے سات دہشت گردوں کو پھانسی کی سزا سنائی ہے۔۔ 
 
کرپشن اور بد عنوانی کے خلاف بھی مؤثر اقدامات اٹھائے جارہے ہیں ۔۔پاک فوج نے اپنے جرنیل اور متعدد افسران کو اس جرم میں سخت سزا سنائی ہے اور انکی تمام مراعات ختم کر دی ہیں ۔۔ ورنہ  اس عفریت نے تو اوپر سے نیچے تک سب کو لپیٹا ہوا ہے رشوت ستانی اور بدعنوانی کا ایک بازار گرم ہے اپنا جائز کام کرنے کیلئے آپ دینے پر مجبور ہیں - پچھلے دنوں اسلام آباد میں سی ڈی اے سے کچھ کام تھا میرا ایجنٹ کہنے لگا " باجی پندرہ ہزار انڈر دی ٹیبل دینے سے کام فوری ہوجائیگا" اور یہ انڈر دی ٹیبل والے ماتھے پر سجدے کا ٹیکہ اور اکثر بڑی بڑی داڑھیاں بھی رکھتے ہیں اور پہر اسی رقم سے حج اور عمرے بہی ادا کرتے ہیں - نہ معلوم وہ اسکو کوئی جائز نام کیوں نہیں دیتے؟
اس سب کے باوجود پاکستان ایک واحد اسلامی ایٹمی قوت ہے یہ جہاں پاکستانیوںکیلئے باعث صد افتخار ہے- وہاں ساری دنیا کیلئے باعث تشویش بھی ہے - 

وزیراعظم نواز شریف کی سپریم کورٹ سے نا اہلی کے فیصلے کے بعد کچھ امید ہو چلی ہے کہ شاید عدل و انصاف اور احتساب کی فرما نروائی ہو۔
لیکن اس سب کے باوجود میری یہ قوم ایک باہمت، محنتی ، جفا کش، زندہ دل ، بہادر ، نڈر اور دلیر قوم ہے - ساری دنیا پاکستان میں ہونے والی دہشت گردی سے خوف زدہ اور تھر تھرا رہی ہے - اپنے شہریوں کو پاکستان کے سفر کے بارے میں محتاط رویہ اپنانے کا مشورہ دیتی ہے- لیکن پاکستانی بے پرواہ ہیں موت کو وہ ایک کھیل اور مقدر سمجھتے ہیں- اس قوم اور ملک پر ناگہانی اور قدرتی آفات بھی بھر پور انداز سے آئیں 2005 کے تباہ کن زلزلہ اور 2010 کے تباہ کن سیلاب سے ہمت اور جرآت سے نمٹنے کے بعد زندگی ایک نئی سمت اور جہت کے ساتھ رواں دواں ہے - تمام ملک میں قرئے قرئے میں وہ بے پناہ چہل پہل اور رونق ہوتی ہے کہ چند لمحوں کے لئے تمام بد امنی، لاقانونیت اور دہشت گردی کے قصے محض افسانہ لگتے ہیں- گرانی اور مہنگائی جھوٹ اور فریب دکھائی دیتا ہے اگر ایک شادی کی تقریب میں شرکت کی جائے اور دولت و دکھاوے کی ریل پیل دیکھی جائے تو اندازہ ہوتا ہے کہ لوگ کسقدر صاحب حیثیت ہیں--لوگوں کا معیار زندگی بلند سے بلند تر ہوتا جارہا ہے علاوہ معدودے چند کے-

زندہ قوموں کی طرح ہم اپنا یوم آزادی بیحد دھوم دھام سے مناتے ہیں- میڈیا تو اسے اور شد و مد کے ساتھ مناتا ہے ( اب یہ میڈیا مذکر ہے یا مؤنث) لیکن عوام مین جذبہ حبالوطنی بڑھ چڑھ کر نظر آتا ہے-ہر طرف لہراتا ہوا پاکستان کا ہلالی پرچم ، لڑکے لڑکیوں کے سبز ،سفید لباس بلکہ لڑکیوں نے اسی مناسبت سے چوڑیاں پہن رکھی ہیں ، ہر طرف بجتے ہوئے ملی نغمے ایک زندہ اور پایندہ قوم کو ظاہر کر رہے ہیں-اور پھر آتش بازیاں جنکی چکا چوند اسمانپر ایک ہلچل پیدا کرتی ہے-

بیرونی ممالک میں بھی پاکستانی بساط بھر یوم آزادی منانے کی کوشش کرتے ہیں --ٹورنٹو میں سٹی سنٹر جسکا نام ناتھن فلپس اسکوائیر ہے میں یوم آزادی جوش و خروش سے منایا جاتا ہے-ایک میلے کا سا سماں ، اسمیں سفیر پاکستان اور پاکستانی کمیونٹی حکومت کینیڈا کے اہلکارعام طور سے اونٹاریوکے پریمئیر کو مدعو کرتی ہے - سہیل رعنا کی ٹیم انکے دائمی ملی نغموں کے ساتھ موجود ہوتی ہے - وہ نغمے جنکو سنکر ہم اپنی ماضی میں کھو جاتے ہیں-

سوہنی دھرتی اللہ رکھے قدم قدم آباد تجھے- سوہنی دھرتی اللہ رکھے قدم قدم آباد تجھے-
جیوے جیوے جیوے پاکستان جیوے پاکستان ۔
دعا کریں کہ اللہ تعالی اس سرزمین کو ظلم و استحصال و استبداد کے پنجے سے نجات دے اور پاکستان کو ایک حقیقی فلاحی اسلامی  مملکت اور ریاست بنائے، اغیار اور دشمنوں کی چیدہ دستیوں سے محفوظ رکھے ---آمین